Letter #6

Dear Baby Sister,

so i have realized it has been sometime since i have written you a letter, so i am going to take some time to do that now.

the other day when we went to that AA meeting together you got mad at our mom and said you feel like no one is on your side and like no one is realizing how good you are doing. well let me tell you i see it. you are doing really good. there is so much stuff you could be doing rite now that is not good, like going out and getting drunk or high, and running away, even being out passed curfew. but you are not doing any of that, instead you are sucking up your pride and staying around, doing what you are told, and behaving. you are trying to do better for yourself and those around you. im so proud of you. i really am. it shows how good you really are, and how much you do want to change.

you are such a strong little girl to be able to put up with our mom and everything she puts you through on a daily basis. i know how hard it is to be around her every day, being told what to do, and feeling like you are stuck in a 3 by 3 cage. its not easy. but you still deal with all of that and move forward.

your going to go far in life if you keep this up. remember you are the only one that can bring you down, keep your head up and remember nothing comes easy you have to work hard for what you want and eventually if you really want something you can get it. keep doing what you are doing. dont let anyone tell you your not good enough, because you are.

dont look down on yourself you are a great person. you have sone so many things in your life that were passed by and not given enough credit, but thats ok. you dont always have to get credit for doing good things. only God can judge you. all you need is his aproval and trust me lil girly he has given you so much credit. he has given you all the credit you deserve.

you can do this. prove to everyone how strong you really are and how much fight you have in you to get what you want and what you deserve. keep fighting because at the end of every fight in some way you recieve satisfaction. and i dont mean physical fights by the way. you know what i mean.
dont let anyone push you off the path you want to be on. when you figure out what it is you want go for it and dont let anyone stop you. if you believe you deserve it then you do.

life works in weird ways. remember that.

and remember i am always here when you need me for anything, you have my number all you have to do is pick up the phone and dial those 7 numbers, and ill be there. dont give up yet little one, so all this stuff that seems like it was for nuthing is going to pay off, you'll see.

i love you my lil seeeeeter

~ your big seeeeeeter!!!