Letter #4

Dear Baby Sister,

i know things are rough right now and there is alot that doesnt make sence. like moms attitude. and how everyone around us is acting. but its ok, we both know that growns up these days have never really grown up. they just go around acting like lil children blaming each other for theyre problems. life is just a blame game it seems. but i want you to know im really proud of you. you are doing exactly what you need to. you are fallowing your probation guild lines and not running even though its not easy and you want to run. that rite there shows you are more grown up then any of these so called "grown ups". seriously they need to mature up and take a good look in the mirror and realize the mistakes they have made are all on them, not each other. but like that will ever happen.

 i know rite now you feel broken, lost, and confused, but i want you to know that feeling will not be there forever. one day you are going to find your way. one day everything will be ok and for the most part make sence. you just need to stay patient and keep fighting for what you want and need. show everyone how strong you really are. show them you cant be pushed down. you may bend at times and seem weak, but you will always bounce back and become even stronger then before. let them test your limits. you know you are good enough to fight through anything. look at all you have been through and you will know you are strong for making it this far. dont give up yet. it has to get bad before it gets better.

you know i love you and you really mean everything to me. i would do anything for you as long as it made you happy. you know i am always here for you. im just a phone call away. and you know even if you cant call i am still here and always will be. im always thinking about you and hoping you are ok. when i dont here from you for a couple days it scares me. 

stay strong baby sister, and remember who you really are. i luv u!

~ your big Seeeeeeester!!!